So, it’s over, and you’re leaving – I can handle that
I think you’re gonna be surprised how strong ‘not knowing’ has helped me be
Because it’s hard to have doubts when you love someone
But harder still when fear, becomes reality.
I don’t so much mind the mess my life’s become
It seems a mess is more-or-less what it’s always been
But I noticed at the moment that my world fell in
I heard a most penetrating scream
And I kinda think that scream came from me
So, it’s over, you don’t love me, and you’re leaving
I’ll just cuddle up tonight beside my insecurities
I’ll mend the tattered fabric of what was my dreams
Then watch the darkness rush in through the seems
As I wake up sweating from my only dream
Awakened by a penetrating scream
Every person has a demon they hold on to
Me, I’ve got an Ogre, he lives beside me
If I turn my head, quite quickly, I can spot him
He’s not as hard to deal with, as he used to be
But every now and then that Ogre Screams
And the people turn their heads and look at me
I tell them life quite often’s not the way it seems
And it isn’t turning out how I thought it would be
It’s been over for a year now and I’ve dealt with it
I’ve been tossing placid pebbles – across a caustic sea
And if I catch your eye, won’t you say “hello”
As I mumble to myself, shuffling barefoot down your street
When you left it brought a change in me
Brought on by a penetrating scream
Now things aren’t quite the way I thought they’d be
But I’m pretty sure they’re not the way they seem
And every now and then that Ogre screams
Just so poignant and potent. “Caustic pebbles across a caustic sea”— what a terrific line.
“Cuddling up next to insecurities”— when you wake up the next morning, do they sometimes vanish leaving only a note on your pillow? 😉
Loved this entire post!
Stephanie
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Nope, but sometimes toe nail clipping near the sink. I got to start hanging out with classier insecurities. Thanks for reading me!
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